Saturday, March 30, 2013

things that pisses me off !!!!

I am usually "always a good mood person". I love interacting with people and I am a compulsive speaker.I love to eat,drink ,party and have fun. Only a handful of people exits with whom i don't get along well. Its very rare, but yes at times I do get pissed, I don't want to see your face,don't want to take calls and better be left alone.
         So,here's a list of things that pisses me off:
  1> I mean what I say. I don't like to repeat myself. Please remember what I say, I am not going to repeat.
  2>Don't try to dictate me.I know what I am doing .I did not ask for your advice.
  3>If u have an issue with me and want it to be resolved , do come and speak with me.I myself is responsible for my own behavior, others cant really give u a solution, so I cant see the point discussing it with others.
  4>Don't keep calling me. If i am not taking your calls then either I am busy or don't want to speak with u!! No matter how much you bang your phone, I will not answer ,if I don't want to.
5>If  you have called  me while I am asleep and if by chance I take your call and tell you that I was sleeping ,please don't start a conversion. 
6>"its weekend" - that doesn't mean I am on a social service. Don't get pissed if I  refuse to go out , socialize and party..
7>Please don't spit on the road,or balcony.
8>Don't speak with me when i am working.I pretend as if  I  listen ,but actually I don't .All I want u to shut your mouth.
9>Don't use my cloths,makeup etc etc without asking me.I may not express ,but be sure am not liking it.(this excludes a few of my friends).
10>Don't try to fool me.I understand ,,just that I don't say..
11>I don't like giving explanations.So don't question me.I am  only answerable to a handful of people.Mostly Ma,Baba and Asitav(a very few, hand full of friends)don't worry If you are not in my priority list.If you are not important to me so am I to u!!

  
         Pouring my heart out!!That's  actual me...

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Is there a stop???

                                                            When i was a kid,
 I was not allowed to apply lipsticks and make up, i was not allowed to eat sutki mach(dry fish) and i was not allowed to take bath in cold water...I had to study every evening when others use to roam around..so all i wanted was to grow up....for the sake of  makeup,sutki mach  and free evening hours..
  the prayer goes: "BABAMONI amake tara-tari boro kore daw"(god please make me grow fast)..


                                                            In my teens:  
                         Good marks(studied or not) 
                         Branded cloths. 
                         Asking boyfriends resembling my recent crush 
                         Resolving fight with friends.
 
                                                In my twenties   
                       Better package(i always feel over worked...:P)   
                       My parents safety..  
                       Resolving office politics   
                       Making sure that every thing is fine on Asitav's end..      
                              
                                     Human desire doesn't  knows to draw a line.. Life moves on ,so does your desires.....Balancing I guess is the only key..